People who say sadness doesn’t hurt physically apparently never experienced feeling so sad. I’ve felt it in my legs, my jaw, my head, my quivering lips, aching eyes, and my aching chest. It hurts my chest the most because it literally feels like your heart is in pain.

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dating me means dating my anxiety and my random spouts of depression it means dating my panic attacks at 11pm or 2 am or 5am or anytime of the day for that matter it means dating my mood swings where i get really upset over everything about me and all my insecurities and how i’m not good enough because i’m never good enough

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Even though I don’t remember writing that last post, it doesn’t mean it’s not the truth

I don’t want to be sad.
My boyfriend is perfect
I wish he could see that

But that doesn’t mean I can’t be sad

I’m sorry, but I guess I can’t change that fast

You are all I want but that doesn’t mean everything will suddenly be perfect. I’m sorry

I love you

please don’t hate me

Any of you


im in one of those periods in my life where i cant focus on anything i cant finish an assignment i cant listen to one song for more than 5 seconds i cant sit through a tv show episode i cant finish a book i cant write a story

all i can do is stare blankly at the wall and wish i had something to do but everything i could do or want to do is just supremely unsatisfying

I thought maybe I could write you a poem
But I’m not really a poet.
Or maybe I could paint you a masterpiece
But I’m not really an artist.
Or maybe I could compose a song for you
But I’m not really a musician.

All I can hope for is that you will appreciate my effort
And that you will still like me even though I’m talentless.
You must know I’m really trying
To give you everything you deserve.

10:33 PM


I never want to see a day where you stop loving me. I never want to hear the words “I don’t love you anymore.”